take care...

For 23 years..i finally get to experience it..this is the first time I get hugged by him..de feeling was so weird..cross emotion..i felt weli weird but thn i felt so warmed at the same time..i can really feel my his love tht I wanted for so these yrs......please take care..

100th day....

to my fren there..where ever u are and what ever u doing now..hope u are happy there..u are blessed...dun worry me n us here..life goes on...u're always on our mind....we will neva forget u...........

swim phoenix swin..!!

phoenix…
i remember I started to have u..u were onli not more thn one inch..look at u now..so huge n strong..i do hope u had a great time wif me..i will neva forget I de mirror playing wif ya..i will neva how well behaved u are..jz following my finger swims around..u do entertain me sometimes..n not to forget u are de one n onli fish of mine or this world..listen trance olmoz everyday n u do shake ya head well..i’m sorry if I treat u badly whn u’re mine..i do hope u can get use to it to ya new places..hope can live happily in there..do take care..

wenping..

W A N T E D ! ! !

name: unknown
sympthom:a weli "ya sui" aunty who rocks !!!
height:unknown
speciality: olwaz laugh around,cooks well n olwaz ask her two sons to mahjong wif her..

WANTED ALIVE BUT NOT DEAD !!!
ANYONE C HER PLEASE INFORM WENPING..THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT !! THZ FOR YA CO-OPERATION!!
REWARD OF WELI YUMMIE'S MING TIEN'S CHAR KUEY TIAO WILL be awarded !!

she will be loved...but not by me...

~~~~SHE WILL BE LOVED~~~~
BY marooon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

fcuk the weather!!!

These days is hot like shit..
Heat makes me die n can’t die in peace..
I feel like I’m surrounded by a wall of bricks..
Inside my mama’s old oven which jz fixed…
My life can’t be like this..
If I could jz..i will giv sun a spit!!

Instead of scolding the sun for burning..
Instead of staying at home for aircon for cooling..
I rather sittin in my room, doing nothing..
De sun makes everybody dying..
My frens keep calling..
Asking me go shopping..
Coz new year is coming..
We haven’t buy anything..
Our parents keep nagging..
Duno wat they nagging..
They said new year havta get new in everything..

Guess wat…
I did went shopping..
Oh man..oh man...
I guess I’m fainting..
Every shopping mail is so packing..
Kid are crying..
Promoters are selling.
Customer are buying..
Malays olwaz loitering...
Olwaz like wearin winter or hip hop wearing..
Some even dancing n shouting..
Cz think they are damn “yao ying”…
actually they are annoying..
Yak~!!
I spit on it..

man..
nowdays..
Ppl are like me ..
Olwaz do thing at last minit..
Dun care de weather izit hot like shit..
But..
Guess wat..
But I’m damn happy..
I did bought lots of of things..
But is for not my new year things..
Despite..
I bought lots dvd..
Is onli 3 for rm10..
All is clear n it sounds so great..
I can jz stay at home..
Avoid de sun frm buring..
Enjoying dvd..
Drinking the orange juice which I squeezed…
I’m so enjoying!!
Haha~

Oh man…
How long this suffer gonna be..
This weather ain’t over..
Whn it be??

Erm…
Erm….
Gosh..i lost my inspiration!!!
who to blame..
mama nature to blame..
de sun is too hot..
makes me frus n lost!!
now is olmoz 2pm.
i wan settle this blog..
but...
Mama took me out for lunch..
Will be continue soon…
Gosh~!

peralihan tiong

It was all started like this..

There’s a school…
Name smdu..
It’s located in DU..
A class name peralihan tiong..
Outside the class..
Was so nice..
Yellow yellow flowers scent so sweet..
Green green grass looks so neat..
Basketball hoop looks hard to beat..
Cause it’s tall like shit..
Cz we are jz a 13 yrs old kid…

Still remember tht classroom..
Full of joy..
Everyone is Naive n innocent
Minds are Pure..
A big family alike..
No religious apart..
No race apart..
In class we live in Harmony..
A world should be like this..
No war and just peace..

in peralihan tiong..
Bing sheng was the one bullied..
Wenping was so lame..
Yun wai is so huge..
Su yin is like angel..
Keng was smiling all the time..
Hui yee was my ex primary classmate..
Chee seng is combing his hair..
hock sim is the one wear specs..
Yin chin is a fren who’s caring..
loh chun ming was the tallest...
seng hui was de smallest..
Jessica was our monita..
Weli busybody is reganathan..
weli good boy is nathan kumar..
Wey seng sits wif ratha..
Mazlinfitri was the onli malay..haha~
Pn.yoong was like our mama..
Pn salbiah is damn fierce..
Liquid paper is prefect’s favorite..
Lots more to mention..
Cz Ewelione is so uniq..
Haha~

Laughin in ere is everyday..
Basketball we like to play..
Palm hand fortune telling is the way..
Can kwn whose our wife straight away..
We play it straight away..
Whn teacher are away…

Under the fan..
We gathered..
Under the sun..
We shoot de basket..
Under pressure..
We face together..
Under control..
we against it..
under the same sun..
we are the same..

Time flies..
extreme fast..
Things changed…
But not us..
Yesterday I talk to yin chin in msn...
Our convertion never end..
If wasn’t her parents wan us end..
I really duno wat time we will end…
our Frenship neva end~
Already 10 years..
We still the same..
What happens..
What we did..
What is hurts..
What is glory..
We still share it together…
Although…
Yellow Flowers no more..
Green grass had become road..
Basketball court no people there..
Plastic tables n chairs now plastic in class there..
Wooden Tables and chair duno where ~
But the memories still there~
The appearence of peralihan tiong was really there..
Tiong forever~~

a story of a boy

there’s a boy named wenping..
his story goes like this…

a boy..
wenping..
he had..
The onli One chance..
To let his dreams comes true…
Will he appreaciate it..
Or jz let it go..

Chance are there already..beat it..clocks are ticking..
No time for him to think already..jz damn it…oversea study~!!
He’s nervous, bit he looks so still and well prepare..
To overcome it, but keep asking himself…
What’s wrong wif him, the mind goes so wild..
he wants stop to think but the mind won’t let him out..
he’s frustrating, daddy is watching now..
New intake coming now..no more time..agh~!!
Get back to reality, yeah there goes the money..
Yeah..there goes wenping..he’s lost..
He’s so frus, but he won’t give up tht easy to decide..no~!!
He’s thinking too much..he knws things change if decision made..
It’s sounds doens;t matter..
He knws..future is important..
Onli one shot is there..
Two things will make him de decision..
He will neva forget wat happen in the 04’s..
Hoping turn back time again ..
This sweeet thing…
He will neva let go tht feeling of moment and hope it stays..

Pressure are given, though wat is he’s facing..
Money is not da factor..
Daddy is king..
As he think forward to a new life..
A normal life in ere is boring..but mama’s care is everything..
But he will grows taller ..grow mature..
He freak us all over whn he’s back..
Relative standing at oz side..
He’s mind still frustrated ..
Thousand of reason he can stay..
Thousand of reason he can leave..
But onli one reason makes he hesitate..
Is he that great to do it..
He still scare he made the wrong decision..
Yes or no..
Is tht simple…
Spit on it~

Yo~
O4..
year to remember..
Year of up and down..
Year for him will neva forget for the rest of his life..
Year tht make him grown up..
Year tht make him learn appreciate..
Year tht let him knw frenship is everything..
Year tht make him whose at his side..
Year tht make he knws who made him warm..

Yo~
O5..
starting of da year...
Is still jan..
He still duno wat will happen yet..
Jz sit back n wait the challenge he bout to face it..
One more yr of studies..
Take it or leave it…
Every moment is another chance..
Face it..agh~
End story..

Ragnafair

To sin...

Dear sin,
I did took my first talk to u but u dun giv a damn..i did tried give u chance redeem for wat u did....i did trying to be polite to ya..i did at least tryin to respect for u for wat eva u;re suppose to be to me… u just won’t appreciate..u jz acting u are like doing all the best for me..u just think tht scolding is de best way to communicates wif us..u think tht u’re greatest in de world..doing ewelithing is all reasonable..shut up sin~!! Cut all ya craps..cut all ya so called philosophy..cut all ya bullshits~!! I dun think ewelione giv a damn fark to u…u’re just living in ya own fanstasy world..a world tht u think u re the one..bull shit..wake up~!! u look great in ya out look but I can see u are loneliness in ya eyes..deep inside u wanna cry..no1 is standing at ya side wh u really needed someone..eweli1 beside u..who are “close” to u..they jz wan advantage frm u..wake up..sin~!!
Hey sin..u aren’t rich..u jz a ballon..keep blowing air inside ya body makes u look rich…hahaha…dun be silly…poor guy…u’re just a mocking sin in my eyes..
Dun misunderstand I’m stil concerning u..i jz dun wan u to embrassed us..jz wake up n do wat u suppose u have to do..shut up n pissed off~!!
yo…I knw is hard to shut u up..but is getting worst n worst..for for so many yrs…wat had u did? U did nothing at all but screw things up…no respecting us as a human being…we are just a release anger ballon for ya..u like it..oh yeah..u think u’re the onli who got emotion..so we du have? Treat us a pets? If happy..come back..n jz entertain us? If moody..come back n piss us off~? Oh..u think tht’s funny? few more yrs..u will knw de consiquences..u gonna live alone without anyone respecting u…jz pissed back to ya turtle nest~! U go find ya won paradise there..pimp~!
Hey sin..i proud to be wat I am..i’m proud to doing wat m I doin now..i duno wat u keep comparing for farks…u gonna die in competiting…jz let us be wat us suppose to be..respect us wat we suppose to deserve..pimp~!! I ere announce ere..wat u did 2 me..is I deserve it frm ya..dun think tht u are suffering to give us~! Hey sin..cheer up..few more yrs..u are u..me is me..there is no tomorrow between u n me…take care sin~!!

wenPing

cousin's wedding foto..

my happy ending..

my happy ending

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending


Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could beeeeee

chorus
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do,
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

chorus
You were everything, everything that I wanted, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

She was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending



for me, this song is obviously for gals to boys..i'm not sure or is a unisex song..but thn..i'm quite emotional whn i listen to this song..cz i felt de same feeling to..grow up kid,...i had let go all the de feeeling..so much for my happy ending..at least i admit..i did happy b4..i edi enough..is just tht soemtimes..things doesn't goes the way i want..sometimes i thinks too much..mayb i'm just too sensitive..havta start control myself..play ya own role in this world..do wat u suppose to be..hopefully tht person will knw whose is good to who...

happy birthday !!

happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u~~=)

hope u can hear it..
hope u have a splendid birthday...
how was the cake?
hope i did gave a u a great nite tht nite..
sorry tht i can't sing well tht day..
engine can't start like u said..kekeke...
and hope u can hear frm here..=)
enjoy!

Voiceless day in year 2005

Yippie..5th of january~!! What a day I’ve been waiting~!! today was my 1st day of my holiday..1st day in these few months I can really rest myself for the whole day without doing anything or thinking of anything to do..jz let everything to happen wat it meant to happen..there is no more hesitating of what m I can do or can’t..there is no more study, this stupid “turtle shell” I have to carry for this few weeks..finally!! what a day to I’ve been waitin for~!!..For the past few months..my life..was so packed n struggling..can’t even had extra time to breathe..i think these few months..really made me grow up after all the up n downs..so happy my “suffering” months just ended so perfectly as it is…

Oh well..nothing is really ended like I really said “perfect”..i started my holiday wif a sick day..cz actually me still haven’t recover frm my sick since new year..exhausted, lack of sleeping, lack of rest and de worst..i think few drops of rain..cause my 1st day of my holiday sick..but..this is not de worst part..de worst part is..i am voiceless~!! My sorethroat cause me voiceless..aiyo..now I really experience wat is called “silent nite”..i will neva ever forget tht food frm hell cz me voiceless and not to forget to apologise ere again..tht food oso cause my fren sick ( I think)..felt so sorry to her..cz her big day is weli near by..hope she can recovery in time n hav a wild time celebrating it=)..

Back to topic..1st day of voiceless + sick..thought I can had a good time rest at home..woke up early in de morning jz to take some few medicine for my superstitious way of fast recovery…so I woke up at 2pm in de morning..believe or not..i really recover olmoz 70% frm my sick..is jz flu + cough still remains..but I’m voiceless!! Oh well..thougth I can had a good rest at hoem..who knws..my gang..tidak “berhati perut”..call up insists wanted me go K..gosH~! wat to do..i did went K wif my voiceless..hahha..i oso wanna experience wanna sing K with this kinda condition..hahhaha…anyway..i did manage escape myself frm my fren again..cz he wanna spent me eat vietnam meal..aiks..over my dead body~~!! Kekeke..thz to him but not 2day~! Kakaka…

Gosh~! After the experiment of singing voiceless in redbox, wenping’s philosohpy..”go sing K while u’re voiceless is like is using ya hand play football..no matter how u try..u won’t reach ya goal”..hahah….i felt like ducking quacking while I singing..couldn;t even sing at all~!! Anyway..we are still young..should wat also giv a try while u can..hahahaha…cz is edi a brand new year edi~! Havta deduct one more year of my craziness years..gettin nearer nearer to my grandpapa age edi…=)

exhausted + tired

is edi after 12am for almost 6 hrs which reached 4th of jan..my 2nd blog of de day within 24 hrs..finally this is de day..the end of my yr2 day if I passed all my exams..felt so tired for all these past few months..mind havta clear n focus in all my last paper later..focus focus concerntrate concerntrate ~!! Few more hrs to go for my final paper..but the time is like so slow..minits are like hours to me..mayB I can’t wait to finish it fast~!! Gosh..is edi 6am in de morning now..haven;t sleep for de whole nite n I’m still ill..mind is getting blur..tention n pressure is tones and tones merging in to me makes can’t sleep well..keep wake up in de midnite..hmmm…wenping wenping..havta be patience..this is de last nite to suffer..after de paper..keke…i gonna celebrating my fren’s birthday tonite..hope she will have a great time wif me and hope my preparation for de celebration is good enough=)..wenPing gambah teh~!! *bersemangat!!*

1st day in the library in year 2005

my god~!! Today is the onli remaining day for what can I do for my best for my prepapration for my last paper…I oredi wasted few days without studying cz I really still in a new year mood but actually I’m haven’t fully recover frm my ill since new year..but..weather I wanted or not..i also wake up at 8am n get pack up all de stuff tht I needed for preparation n went library…

it was so boring in de library…hardcore my studies inside there for olmoz from 9am till 6pm..lucky for me..i did met up a fren while I was having a lunch break thn we both studied together in de library but different places..

oh man..really dun hav the mood study yet..jz manage to pull myself out have break while..duno wat happen today..nobody on9 2day.i jz realise skool starts..aiks..anyway..gotto get on wif my stuff..wenPing gam bah teh~!!!