我怀念的 ..

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 忘了

我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假 洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

i really miss those days...
dunno why in my dreams..
my background music is this..
guessed i really did had some great time with her..

sleeepless night ...

another sleeepless nite for me..
i dunno why i've reached this stage....
i've letting go everything..
i even stopped what i did every morning..
but..
it's become very terrible and it really hurts..
it hurts whn things have to become like this..

it's such a pity..
whn things end up the way now..
i really dunno how to turn things back to it used to be..
we both now are speechless..
and..
we gotta meeet up everyday..
this is so torturing for both of us..
and the main thing..
i really dunno what really lead us to this point..

we used to be so closed...
but end up..
we are nothing but strangers..
and..
felt i dun even exists after all..
tht's really a dagger to heart..
i even thought of this frenship won't last..
y things really had to end like this...

i dun feel like sleeping anymore..
i dreamt of days we'd been happy together..
things that we did togehter..
makes me felt more sad..
n..
i dun even think that i wanna close m eyes..
memories between us keep flashing back..

i really wonder how it's gonna be for me tonite..
i knw there's lots for me i'm gonna miss..
i really will miss it lots..
again..again..again..

lastly..
again..again..again...
it have to be end tonite.........