AIR JORDAN 7

my 5th pair of AIR JORDAN...love it~!!!! welcome to da familiy~!! AJ18, AJ12, AJ10, AJ9 welcomes ya~~!! AJ7~~!! =)

MY PERFECT WORLD of LIFE ~ !?

In a perfect world..
y a life havta be containin wif feeling..
what is feeling..
Is there any feelings or emotion appear..
What is feeling?
What is the main use of feeling?
Feeling cause the start of the struggling..
Suffering….

Wif the feeling of anger..
Wif the feeling of egolism…
Wif the feeling of greedy..
War had happened..
All the time..
Cause of the feeling of anger..
N revenge..
N feeling of hate..
Eweli1 is equal..
Y feeling makes eweli1 tht..
Racist happen…
Cz feeling..
Feels like dun like the black..
Makes thm slave..
Torturing them..
To release the anger to them…
Y is feeling cause this happen..

A life circulation…
A human..
From born to death..
Is a progress that eweli human..
Havta goes through..
Actually is nothing..
But feeling..
Feeling of sad…
Makes us..struggling..
Missing the one who left…
The pain in da heart..
Is like dagger to ya heart..
Y is this happening?
Cause of feeling?
Why feeling cannot be just happiness~?!
Why feeling havta be so complicated~?!

But then..
there are some feeling..
Which are good…
But..
Is there any1 really using it?
Ppl said..
Good ppl normally will die early..
It is true…
I had experience it..
I lost my friend…
He’s perfect to me..
I miss him…
Deeply frm my heart……

Feelings…
Nothing more than feelings…
Everything cause by feelings~!!
I am trying to forget all my feelings…
Feelings…
For all my life, I’ll feel it..
Feelings of hate on my mind..
Feelings of sadness on my mind..
Feeling of anger on my mind…
Y must I have this feeling~?!
I’m feeling like killing myself..
To release these feelings…
Feelings…please get out of my life~!!
in a perfect world..
this would never happen..
in a perfect world...
how would a feeling in a life suppose to be?
is there no feeeling appears..
There is no sadness and happiness…
I don’t know what I should do now..
I don’t know what am i..
I’m still here waiting miracles..
waiting for my perfect world of feelings of life appears...

MY PERFECT WORLD of FAMILIES ~?

in a perfect world...
what family is?
family contains ....

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in a perfect world..
this would never happen..
in a perfect world...
how would family suppose to be?
I don’t know what I should do now..
I don’t know weahter m i belong ere..
I’m still here waiting miracles..
waiting for my perfect world of family appears...

MY PERFECT WORLD of WORLD ~?

In a perfect world…
Every creature is equal..
And balance..
Every creature deserve to use the sources..
in this world…
But..
Does it means…
Are humans..
Which is the onli creatures..
Wearing clothes…
Deserve to conquer the world?
Controlling all the sources?
Animal, plants…
Wearing no cloths…..
Y are they…
some of animal havta being extinct?
Y are they…
some of plants havta being choped?
For development?
For safety?
I duno..

My place..
Was used to be full of green plants..
Air so refreshing…
Trees are just like ya frens..
Protecting ya frm the sun..
Birds singing everywhere..
The environment was so quiet..
And peaceful..
Me n frens..can run any place in there..
The most beautiful places I ever stay..
Growing up in such place..
Ppl now won’t know..
How does it feel..
Ppl now..
Grow up in front computer n tuition..
locked at home..
to avoid kidnap…
Pity…
Izit the more advanced we are..
We should forget what we suppose to be…
Forget place that where we belong…

We..
Growin up in natural habitat..
Living harmony with the animals n plants..
Is what we suppose to be..
Because we are not alone..
But ..
Selfishness human..
Destroyin mama nature..
changing river frm crystal clear..
to yellow n black dirt with asid petrol in it..
importin indo, bangladesh..
to build ya building..
making our country..
duno wat country is this..
foreiger are more thn local..
Killing all the animals..
Chopping all the trees..
To build tall buildings..
To shw that de egolism they are..
Now even having war..
Killing human being..
To conquer their land..
Egolism ppl don’t know..
How innocent are we..

Children which are not killed…
Animals which not killed..
plants which not chopped..
Are started crying…
Children seeking for their parents…
Animals lost their home..
Plants started to dry..
Pollutions are everywhere..
We are living in da dirts..
De more advance n developed a country..
De more desease .. de more dangerous..
Do u think the food eating is food?
Do u think the chicken u ate is chicken?
Do u think the vegetable u ate is vegetable?
Do u think the water u drank is water?
Is all chemical..
Because…
Trees no more…animals no more..
Pity..
Our nx generation can onli c how a flower looks like..
In a photo picture….
Our nex generation can onli breathe air…
Like buying a can of coke outside..
Air wif flavour..
Pity…
I kenot do anything..
I m nothing…
I m not GOD...
If I can stop u all..
how many can I stop?
Even mama nature had warned..
U all ain't learn anything from tsunami?
in a perfect world..
this would never happen..
in a perfect world...
how would a world suppose to be?
I don’t know what I should do now..
I don’t know where should live..
I’m still here waiting miracles..
waiting for my perfect world of world appears...

happy "birthday"..

to my brother 6..

happy "birthday" ~!! today is ya big day..althoguth u're gone..but u are not fogotten..none of us forget ya..eweli1 still remember ya...ewli1 still missing ya..u lives in eweli1 heart...we neva forget those days we were together..those days we grown up together..those days we had fun...those days we studying together..those days we suffers..thsoe days we kena cane by teachers...all in here ..our mind..forever...i sincerly wish ya...happy "birthday" ...hope whereever u are..whatever are u doin now...u have our blessing...wish ya all de best n happily forever...we miss ya..:'(...happy "birthday" ~!!!

sincerly from heart...
wenPing...

MY PERFECT WORLD of FRIENDSHIP ~?

in a perfect world..
izit frenship would be..
everyone should be equal?
no conflict..
no comparison of social status ?
no sex differentiate..?
no jealousy ?
Sharing?
Acting?
helping each other whn indeed?
De more u help thm?
de more wil think u are stupid?
If u dun help..
Ppl said u changed..
Lansi edi..
Are u..
True to ya heart to ya frens?
Gals too close to a guys means..
They are approaching the guy?
Guys too good to a gal means..
They have motive to da gal?
Y can’t frenship being pure?
Y just frenship be simple?
Y things havta be so complicated?
Why is this happening now?
Y are there still hurting each other behind the back?
While they are smiling in front ya..
Y argument can be beginning anytime whn talk bout money?
Izit there are no frenship if talk bout money?
Is it to ruin a good frenship havta starts with money?
in a perfect world..
this would never happen..
in a perfect world...
how would love suppose to be?
I don’t know what I should do now..
I don’t know who I should TRUST..
I’m still here waiting miracles..
waiting for my perfect world of friendships appears...

MY PERFECT WORLD of STUDIES ~?

in a perfect world..
izit everything you studied..
izit useful for ya career?
ensure ya a job in the future?
y soem ppl no study can get good result..
y some ppl struggling for life...
they couldn;t get a pass?
y are newspaper still shwing..
ppl gettin perfect result..
but couldn't even apply uni..
izit no place for them?
izit they are not qualify for it..
or because they are not malay?
y are still soem graduate degree student..
still struggling in seeking of job?
y are some primary graduation ppl..
sitting in a tall building..
relaxing in an air-con room...
counting $$ there?
y there is so big gap between poor n rich?
izit because of study background?
study important? experience important? hardworking important?
which is more advantage..?
to secure a job?
I say is none…
in a perfect world..
this would never happen..
in a perfect world...
how would studies suppose to be?
I don’t know what I should do now..
I don’t know where I have to go..
I’m still here waiting miracles..
waiting for my perfect world of studies appears...

MY PERFECT WORLD of LOVE ~?

in a perfect world..
izit love would be..
the person u love..
loves u deeper than you are?
izit no matter how much u gave..
u will gain things that u deserve?
telling others that if u are happy wif who..
u will be happy?
is this true frm ya heart?
y soem couples have feeling to each other..
but they can;t be together...
y some couples..
still together when they hated each other..
y are couples acting lovely..
but they having affairs behind their mates back..
y are there marriage wif divoirce all the time?
y are there babies abortion all the time..
y are some ppl olwaz think that..
single are better thn being couple..
cz couples olwaz has limited things to do?
couples will be jealous if ya mate is close to others?
arugues and lies had be all the time to maintain relationships?
thn y are sme ppl olwaz think that..
couple are better thn single..
cz single noone cares?
nobody concerning u?
u felt like nobody?
y are there still suicide of love still happening..
is love means..
struggling? suffering?
wat a pity..
in a perfect world..
this would never happen..
in a perfect world...
how would love suppose to be?
I don’t know what I should do now..
I don’t know who I should love..
I’m still here waiting miracles..
waiting for my perfect world of loves appears...

wat would it be in a perfect world?

Have u ever experience it...
How does it feel..
Life is..
Experiencing life like arriving in hell..
Heats are everywhere..
U are locked inside a cage in a fire..
So afraid n staying at the corner..
Yelling loudly for HELP with sadness..
Noone undsrstands it..
Noone saves u..
Noone cares u..
i m human..they are human..
but..
You will just feel like..
you are different from others..
Everyone passing by the cage..
giving u a smile n laughed at ya..
like watchin at ya..
Laughing at ya useless..
But noone understand how does it feel..
U were just “exhibiting” ya fear in cage…
The more suffer u are..
The more people will like it…
U cant escape but face it…
U are stuck inside a place u fear…
Flaming heat had came across my soul..
If I wan die..
I couldn’t die in peace..
I’m a body surrouded by fire..
A body tht couldn’t melt in lava..
How does it feel..
You couldn’t melt in lava..

Life is like this..
Frustrating weather will make u think of frstrating stuff…
Wat eva stuff oso can frus around..
Especially u are really frus wif something..
Wat I m frustrating now?
Love? Study? Friendship? World? Family? Life?
Onli myself knows..
am i?
Wat do u mean by perfect?
Wat is a perfect means in my mind?

My life couldn’t be like this..
My world..
i m wondering...
wat would it be in a perfect world?

hail for the Princess~~

Princess is back in town..no doubtly....quite suprising that she called up me in da noon which I didn’t expect that she had back earlier than I expected..had a talk wif her.but she is just slumbering around…wat 2 do..she kenot get used 2 it to the weather..so I told her call me later..unexpectedly..normally I told her call me later..she won’t call usually..so happen she really call up me at olmoz 1am..ask me for a drink..so..wat to do..princess sudah ask..i havta obey=)…meet up wif her again… i havta admit she had became pretty and getting more fair everytime I met her..she is still da same..princess is princess..keke~ quite pity her cz she cannot get used to it with the weather in Malaysia..keke..i guess she’s gonna take some time to get used to it ere..she’s still got her own characteristics..she came back with onli a luggage which inside onli a laptop..i neva heard of some1 coming back frm oversea wif such luggage..unbelievable..i kinda worry bout her health n mind n everything..cz she will coming back in town till Sunday..then she will pigi Sarawak n study her duno wat wat course..which onli got a month to settle 2 sub..unbelieveable..i kinda worry no matter her physical or mentally condition..duno she manage to handle it not..i kinda worry she will be too stress out n tired ne..pity ne..well..i can onli try my best help her if I can n wish her n hope for GOD bless..hope she manage it well~…great to have ya back in town, princess~=)

KL view..

a beautiful view of Twin Tower n KL Tower im KL while i m driving my way to haunted plaza with my fren which we were been "cursed"..havta go there two days in da row the curse onli be dispel..GiZzZ~~=Þ

a letter of apology..

To the gal who worked in one of the restaurant which I visited previously…

I am sincerely apologize for what HE did to ya..i felt so ashame for wateva HE to ya..i wanted to let u knw..i m standing at ya side.i nwated to step forward and apologise to ya on tht day..but..HE had been so dictator..seriously..he us just ballon..looks "big" but is "empty" inside..he is just nothing..but..althought is like this..i couldn’t even can speak up to help ya..i felt useless and most importantly felt so ashame sitting at de same table wif HIM..i hope u can forgive and forget evertything..u’re the best..u did great in ya job..u respondsibilty will be credited..ya cahrming smile is so beautiful as well..i couldn’t believe a pretty gal like ya got such treatment..dun worry..I guess HE will get what HE deserved in the future if HE still keep on like tht....i hope HE did not cause u any side effect when u gonna work n step in to the society in da future..dun worry..i think u can do well..cz u had met de worst..i think I will be olmoz the same like ya..i even worst then u..i had facing it for the past 23 years..i think u better bless me.. take care..

Sincerely,
wenPing..

8 hrs of redbox..

to all my fren..pls dun ever try to sing K marathonly in redbox for 8 hrs..u feel like dying..ahaha..1st time in my life..sing K till damn kau bei edi..whn it is time to go..pls go..dun extend..else u will got redbox phobia......

Perfect World

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart

Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

Yeah

I pictured I could bring you back
I pictured I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

Yeah
Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all


fren of da month..-GiZz-

path to ~HEAVEN~

It’s all ended today..9th of june..a day that I had been waiting for..unleashing myself from hell to heaven..for the past 6 months..life in hell are just unexplainable..my kolej..HELP is just like hell..cz it is underground..i can’t wait for myself to release myself frm the satan in HELP..finally i got the onli shot...it had arrived..continously one week of figuring the way to solve "bibles" wif my matez bryan..was just suffering..we both had a tough time to unveiled the “bibles” to earn our credits to get ourself a permit to the heaven..ya..desperately..hell wan us..cz de longer we stay there..de balance in hell will be more equal to the heaven n earth..obviously ewli1 wanted to go heaven..if like tht..hell will be no1 staying there..the balancing poll of equalization is out..a side ahead…obviously they sure wan us stay there..hell wan us..heaven won’t take us easily…earth is keep the balance to equalize both place… means either dead or alive..

well..classic phrase in da America Idol..” I’ve done my best and I have no regrets…”no matter wat is de result goin to be..i had burn my bibles..i have no regret..we had been fight for it to unleash ourself…freedom needs sacrifice......althought my temp permit to heaven had approve..finally I got myself a heaven trip..in this trip..will be a very important trip cz…it might change my life..cz I really havta decide weather m I gonna sent back hell this coming September or I shall facing another new challge or seek for a new life in heaven..for 4 yrs I m stuck in hell..4 year in different stage of hell..none of it is my sin..well..i dun care tht much n I m lazy to care tht much..who cares…now…..sit back n relax…taking my path from earth to heaven….enjoying my life in my perfect world……welcome to my life~~!!

a lot like love...

There's nothing better than a great romance...to ruin a perfectly good friendship....

*a best love story movie since i watched wicker park..seriously..i seldom praise love stories movies..=)*