life is lifeless ....

i just felt terrible...very terrible...
y can't i just get trusted..
y can't just show any support to me..
y just can't just show any appreciation to my effort...
y must ya backstepping me..
y is it have to be so dull...
y mz i suffer all this alone by myself everyday..

i used to think i can do this all by myself..
and i knw i can..
but now..
i'm so tired..
i am so disapointed..
and..
i'm hurt badly..

nite nite ~

in times..
i'm so afraid of nite..
nite is so dead to me..
what m i suppose to do?
nothing to do..
beside..
off to my bed as early at 9pm ?
staring at 4 walls..
so awake ...
’m bored..
till i can’t fall asleep...
eveynite can be the worst nite ever...
nite made me felt more lonely..
makes life meaningless...

i dun wish..
there's someone hug me into sleep..=)
i just wish..
there's someone..
i willing to share with..
there's someone..
i can spent with at nite..
eventhough just a minit talk on da phone..
or just a single sms..
will just bright up my nite..=)
at least i know..
i'm not all alone ...

is this hapening to me ~ !!

i reached home was 7..
stayin in room thinking wat to do..
beside watchin series..
without realise it was 11pm edi..
i think i got a lot of fren..
y i don't hear from them..
although i called..
but no one would call..
is there anything wrong with me?
m i don’t fit in with anybody?
is this happening to me?
i'm thinking too much la !!

life ~~

life ~~~
i'd learn life is actualy a nitemare!!
i'd learn everything is not fair!!
nobody will care!!

i'm just a kid..
me just dun wanna life is lifeless ~

Want You To Know .....

i want you to know you make me happy ...
i want you to know you make me sad ...
i want you to knwo you make me happy ...
you're the best thing that i ever had ...

Leave Out All The Rest

Leave Out All The Rest
by:linkin park

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear:
What am I leaving when I am done here?

So if you're asking me,
I want you to know....

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me, when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, and leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest; don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me,
I want you to know....

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, and leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest...

Forgetting all the hurt inside that you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest...

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are.

"Love is suffering. One side always loves more."

Barclays Premiership Champions 06/07

we've got our trophy back !!! 13-05-2007

frustrated old fella....

i didn;t realise there's so many blog are drafted in here..can;t manage to finish all edi..

there's one in my draft...i duno wat really happen actually..this wat i heard frm mama..there's soemthing old fella's been always dreaming for it.."working" so hard for it..spending so much time and effort for it..but i duno wat really in old fella's mind now..hahaha..ironically this precious of his..he'd lost it...

i felt so pathetic to him n i have no idea at all..how come precious of his..will just lost like tht..because he just might put everywhere tht he thinks he knws...i duno wat to say about him...perhaps it's all fate..it wasn;t meant for his also..h..he had lost his DATUK badge which honored but duno wat SULTAN....pity pity...didn;t he knw this badge is a very precious and valuable item..now he'd lost it..tak kan he will just called up tht sultan and said: "arlo...abang sultan, do u have extra of those badge tht u gave me tht day? i lost mine..." keke ~

my long lost "twin" brother ..

shu er had msn me this pic and leave a msg:

" wenping, me n ying er found ya long lost twin brother in taiwan...he really loook exactly like you..hahahha..."

kekeke...i dun think it looks just like me..i got small teeeth.."HE" got big teeeth..anyway..it's great to hear frm thm in taiwan..n really happy they still remember me all the time although for yrs i didn't meet them..really hope to see them soon..kekeke..take care, gals..=)

life means struggling ...

growth = stress + struggle

saw this formula in her blog..
agreed with this formula..
i always wonder..
is it growth need to be struggle and suffer?
is this part of the progress ?
y can't it be happy and simple?

life's been a mess since last week..
or should i say..
life's been a mess since i really started to grow up..
since i really broaden my view to everything..
understand the reality of this world...
life means struggling..
the older i am..
the even crystal clear i knw wat i need...
simple life....

you're great...

You're the one who never fails to brighten my day
You're my mornin' 'til night
Everywhere is such a beautiful sight
where ever i'm with ya..

life "attached" with "SPIDERMAN"

no doubt bout it, latest topic nowdays..it's all about "spiderman"..even me oso felt the heat by unbeleivablely watched it 3 times in diferent cinema n diferent frens...gsc,cathay,imax and i was freak out tht mama had mentioned tht we gonna watch SPIDERMAN during mother's day cz she said we family long time no movie together !! iaks ~ !! not just movies, spiderman products are just come to me frm no where..from my frens, my sister, my sister's brothers, and even my ex ~ iaks ~!!

anyway, no matter how..no doubt bout it..i like spiderman..and there's only a quote in the movie had inspired me the most..ben parker's advise to peter parker : " with great power comes great respondsibilty ".. i really didn;t kwn the true meaning inside it till some incident had happen to me in my working enviroment..i even thought i might lost it..but luckily everything was well settled..since this incident, i'd understand how important my role it is in my working enviroment...

Puppy name ...

uncle wanna name it "hui hui"..
cz little boss' admirer named ahHui..
hahaha..
me wanna name it "BiBi" or "megan"..
cz duno y..just like tht two name..
hahhaha..
cousin sis wanna name it "janice"..
cz janice is her favorite singer..
hahahaha..
little boss wanna name it "jj"..
cz inspired frm my name liew mun jye(jay)..
hahaha..
little boss oso wanna name it "champagne"..
cz it's soemthing to celebrate wo..
thn i "scolded" him..
"y dun ya name it "guiness stout" or "carlsberg"~"
hahahaah..
any better name to sugggest?
please tell me ya ~ =)

SPIDERMAN 3

Peter Parker has finally managed to strike a balance between his devotion to M.J. and his duties as a superhero. But there is a storm brewing on the horizon. When his suit suddenly changes, turning jet-black and enhancing his powers, it transforms Peter as well, bringing out the dark, vengeful side of his personality that he is struggling to control. Under the influence of the suit, Peter becomes overconfident and starts to neglect the people who care for him most. Forced to choose between the seductive power of the new suit and the compassionate hero he used to be, Peter must overcome his personal demons as two of the most-feared villains yet, Sandman and Venom, gather unparalleled power and a thirst for retribution to threaten Peter and everyone he loves...

my 1st of may,a day with full of relaxation..most importantly i finally watch this movie i've beeen waited for so long, is there gonna be epi4? i hope it gonna have..but gotta wait till 2011, the rise of carnage? hahaha..

i can still remember since half yrs ago, i've been nagging my dear fren to enter cinema movie earlier just to accompany me watch the trailer and keep nagging her as well, we must watch this movie at may,keke.. finally we've watched it..supposed to be a very happy day for me..but end day, i felt a lil guilty n sorry to my dear fren, cz i think i'd shwn a lil temper to her at the cinema.. sigh...bad temper!! bad temper!!! ....my dear fren, i'm sorry ....