to my best fren...

to my best fren..

i knw..
it only needs time..
To gain back your trust to me again..
I will wait..

i knw..
it only needs care..
Can bring back your concern to me..
I will do..

only ya..
cheer me up whn i'm down..
only ya..
company me all de time whn i broke my leg..
only ya..
msn n talks n sms,will encouraged/cherish me..
only ya..
tellin me wat is good wat is wrong..
only ya..
i willing to share..

i knw it might be nothing to ya..
but i'm damn regret n guilty....
for what i did..

If i'd gotta go again..
All the way from the start..
I would do anything to stop..
things that changed everything of us..

i knw i hurt ya..

but..
i dun hope this is true..
is there really no chance..
to lead us back to those days..
i really miss those days..
i'm still the same..
and i will be..
i'll be there for ya..
take my words..

just drop me a "hi"..
let me knw how's ya..
and..
i'm really sorry...=(

wenPing..


wenping knw wrong..=(

sleeep deadly..

onli an hour plus velvet with anete ne n her frens after my movie..supposin my sunday schedule.. morning got football frenly with juniors, noon perhaps headin melaka with anete ne or perhaps meet up my fren, princess who called me out for some time..all screwed up..cz unbleivablely i woke up at 6pm with my shoes still wearing..kekeke..i guess i'm really tired for the whole week + weekend..tht's y i slept deadly..kekekeke..=)

babysitter for da day...

anete ne and baby zen zen..=)

i went straight to anete ne's place after work..such a long time no c her=)...i spent de whole evening with her n taking care her nephew (mine "nephew") ,baby zen zen as well..

gosh~ baby zen zen had grow up so fast=)..very handsome.....although he likes to kick me..very very happy everytime i see him..i guess he's talented n gifted for football..kekeek..guess i gona teach him football whn he starts kindy=)...keke...

is it "lucky" ?

is it "lucky"...
--> me able dinner outside at 0850 while my 1u show starts at 0915..=)
--> tht de movie jz started while we're late for almost 20 minutes..=)
--> tht we didn't missed this movie, it's nice !! ..=)
--> tht we able to watch it free cz i found a voucher frm duno where..=)
--> tht a sms asked my fren to collect something free frm duno where..=)
-->tht we didn;t fall asleep during the movie despite we're tired..=)
--> tht after the movie, the exit was straight to our car..=)

is it "lucky" ...
or...
it was nothing, i' being sensitive...kekeke~ =)
or...
it's really "just my luck" for da day !! =)

well...
no matter what...
do hope this "luck" goes on..=)
so do my precious fren..
hopes everything goes great to her..=)
no more disatisfy....=)

stop it...

stop releasing temper on me..
stop insulting me..
stop backstab me..
stop yelling at me..
stop scoldin me for nothing..

stop ordering do this or tht..

stop controlling me..

stop ask me drive u here or there...

stop assuming i watever also knw..

and..

stop scolding me lazy while i'm workin hard on ya work...

u didn't knw i still got loads of work frm ya...

i'm really tired of this life .......

husky's day out..

husky boy...

so happen i brought husky to pj today=)...bringing husky out was terrible..was so exhausted..i havta use one hand hold HIM while the other holding de steering as well change gear..wat to do..HUSKY 1st time in my car...i think HE's excited too...unbelivable journey to me...=)

yy and ch was so happy tht fianlly they got the chance to seee him....aiye..they keep played with him n ignore me edi..kekeke..

by the way.....i think husky like yy n ch more thn he likes anete ne..anete ne took olmoz whole afternoon to play with him..husky still ignore her onli...kekeke..it onli takes not more thn 15 minits for yy n ch..HUSKY keeep wanna play with thm...keep licking thm n jumping around....

anyway, it's a unbelievable journey and experience for me to bring husky out..looking my nx session bringing him out...i guess he's also can;t wait to go out too..=)

yy was so happy to play with HIM, i knw HUSKY also likes mama YY n mama CH (not in foto) as well..=)

The Lake House

In The Lake House, a lonely doctor (Sandra Bullock) begins exchanging love letters with frustrated architect (Keanu Reeves), through a mysterious letterbox only to discover that they are separated in time by two years. ..

ps: so happen me n pili decided to watch it after our dinner...if u're a realism person, dun waste ya time watchin it=)...it's like fantasize fairy tale love story=)..almost perfect for me...worth watchin it...my romance movie of the year since "a lot like love"...=)

freak out for the day....

1st time in my life..
was so close to death...
thank GOD, i'm still alive...
but my mind still refreshin tht horrifying scene...=(

this is life....

i hated people backstab me..
by the person i trusted the most..

i put care n mercy to my workers..
they didn't appreciated my effort..
but..
keep complaining how dictator i am..
strike stop the machines running..
being tired meeting all their agent..
expecially mr.lim..

i hated client who scolded me dead hell today..
because of admin's mistake..
doesn't mean tht..
i'm in charging human resources dept..
i'm the one who carries all the "charges"..

i'm tired..
tired of being patience...
tired of sadness..
tired of being unsatisfy...
tired of working life...
tired of everything...

anyway..
way the go...!!
u guys really reminds me.....
this is the real world...
no more mr.nice guy..
thank you..
have a nice day !!

one more..
please stop askin..
"where is ya wife"...
i dun even have gf..
how 2 get a wife ne...
aiya....
my god...

bad day ....

yawn of the day ....monday.....even husky gets sleeeepy for this day....

一直以為幸福在遠方...
後來才發現 .........
所謂的曾經，就是幸福.......

pirates of the carribean 2

princess means princess, a gal who forced me buy whitening lotion cz of my tan skin ...

i can still remember how "suffer" me n me fren, princess watched SUPERMAN in klcc..our legs were "suffered" for the whole movie.. since thn she's being complaining how narrow and how small the cinema is comparing to australia's....but, watchin "pirates of the carribean 2"..hahaha..she complains to me again...everything was toOoO BIG cz we watchin it in IMAX !!

kekekeke...despite chosen the rite cinema to watch this blockbuster, but i duno what is it the story about...some told me there's link between epi 1 to this epi n there's definitely be epi 3.....i duno.....perhaps i just like spent my weeekend in cinema.....=)

anyway, watchin movie in IMAX really enjoyable..de seats n screeening was perfect !! i hope there's more movie shwing there....perhaps my nx session will be soon, if the 3D "horror movie" still shwing...=)

Where'd you go?

Where'd you go?
I miss you so ....
Seems like it's been forever .....
that you've been gone .....

Where'd you go?
I miss you so ....
Seems like it's been forever .....
that you've been gone ...

Please ~
Come back home .....

the Zidane mystery: What really sent him off ?

celebrate the day !!!

a month of world cup finally ends....
italy won the ultimate cup..
pity for zizou...
a legendary footballer's life..
ended with a red card....

how's life gona be without world cup..
m i gona still switch on the tv..
and ask my brother..
"who against who 2day ah? ..

how's life gona be without world cup..
is my hp calls gona be reduce..?
what will be our topic whn fren call up?
no more bet n odd n even anymore..
keke..

how's life gona be without world cup..
wht's the topic of the day gonna be?
how's mamak gona be?
is there any motivation for us to go out..
since there are no more match to watch in big screeen in mamak..

how's life gona be without world cup..
there are no more shouting sudenly in the midnite frm neighbours..
m i still gona wear my england jersey hangin out again?
which played so terrible this tournament...

the most importanly....
how's life gona be without world cup....
in this coming 4 yrs.....

dream ball ?

dream ball ?

it's been a dream for me to use the official ball of world cup..it's well known for the best designed, most accuracy ball, most "hi-tech" developed football ever made in foootball history..each ball cost almost rm400..damn ~!!

finally, "frenly match" as usual against duno frm where ppl..i finally got the chance kick it..futhermore it's gold edition !! which onli gona be used for finals onli !! means tht we are "the 1st" to use it !!!

anyway...the ball was quite sucks !! no wonder all the keepers were complaining about this ball....

happpy birthday to 3 musketeeers !!!!

happy birthday to spear, fs and ph .. =)

this is the greatest nite of the month after a week of depress =)...3 of my best frens celebrated birthday together=)..i can;t believe is olmoz 50 ppl attend..kekeke..

chivast, liquod, whisky, red wine, graveyard, lamborghini, calsberg, tiger ...wat ever with alhohol ingredient was on da table frm 9pm till 6am ( the time i went home...)

almost all man down tht nite..but sudenly one of the birthday boy, fs..sudenly tears out..he tears out because he missed our fren who passed away two yrs ago...cz whn secondary they used to celebrate birthday 2gether......

sigh......

dear GOD, i wondering y are YOU so cruel..took HIM away frm us....he's really a goood guy.... we really missed HIM .....

家劲的离去真的告诉了大家......珍惜眼前人........


i really like this foto,the remainin brothers and sister and "new" sister =)

i want something else.....

i've been workin for almost 14hrs a day these few days..no OT paid n lots critism and frens/strangers ridicule me...telling how stupidness i am...

my effort is not appreciated..although i learn lots everything biut i'm doing meaningless thing everyday...stress n pressure for nothing to help up..i just went there to spent my time...i really did gave watever i have..my passion, my effort, my time....i sacrifice....because of respondsiblility tht i have....but..wat did i got back? i'm really disapointed ...* depress....... *

guess i gona listen wat she told me...move to her place while working in mayang mas..i rather pay those $$ for room renting rahter thn travel to my working place now..there4..i oso can help her with the house rent...now tht's meaningful !!

duno how n duno why..i found this pic n it really do looks like me...i really may loook bright n colourful outside me...but no1 really will understand how dark n blue inside me...tht's pathetic.....

how's it gonna be.....

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder
What are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder
Is there anything I'm going to miss

I wonder How it's gonna be
When you don't know me
How's it going be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it gonna be
When there is no one to talk to, between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like...
The hammocks by the doorway we spent time in
Swings empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was always
about to hit me

I wonder how's it going to be when it goes down
How's it gonna be
When your not around
Hows it gonna be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it gonna be.

Hows it gonna be
When you don't know me any more
And how's it gonna be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivian
Wanna taste the soul of your skin
The soft dive of oblivian
Oblivian
How's it gonna be
When you don't know me anymore
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

to someone i care..

this songs suddenly comes to my mind...
i really wanted to know how's it gona be....
i really wonder how's it gona be....

whn u duno me....
or...
whn i duno u....
how's it gona be.....

i duno and i dun care....
i knw i'll be there...
whnever u need me......
u knw i mean it..

end of day ...

end of beckham's captaincy era..*sob sob*..i really gona miss those days his captaincy..


lampard..such a disgrace !


heart breaking moments...my tears really out....


rooney..such a childish player !

a nite i couldn't forget...heartbreaking nite....1st time in my life tears out for a foootball team..such a pity..they can even go futher...or even win it..why? why? why?

i went the curve watched this match..almost everyone wearing england ofcz some with player's name...everyone wearin beckham, gerrard, lampard n rooney..i'm the one n onli wearin ferdinand..all of thm look me like i'm one of others..

all lan lan si si like tht n damn proud with the player jersey they wearing n keep talk cock how good is thier player in EPL...

after de match..i wanted to tell all of thm...how disgrace lampard is..how childish rooney is....how weak gerrrard is....how pity beckham is (with terrible body condition to end world cup career)..i really pity n really proud of beckham..if wasn't him...england's journey end even earlier....

to those lampard, gerrard,rooney supporter, liverpool n chelsea fan supporter..u havta admit...ya favorite player really play sucks !!! it's true..it's damn true !!!


it's all over ....