HELP building structure sux!!

Although I’m using crutches…but I still remain back to kolej goes on my life..it was so tiring n suffering using crutches to go kolej..i just HATE it..HELP uni building structure was so terrible!!! U won’t experience it whn u can walks..it’s really terrible..so many stairs and have to walk almost 1 km just for a class..beside that, everyone looked at me like I’m one of the kind..aiks~!

Anyway..i think might be this incident..me n my uni mate become closer..everyone treated me so good…I was so touched n appreciated it..thanks to my classmate who send regards and all the “pathetic” lectures also n all IT dept stuff and even registry punya aunty..i didn’t knw I’m so well knwn in my uni..iaks..jz beacuse i'm tall? anyway..lec say they will give me extra marks in my exam or assign for being so “hardworking”..haha~!! but the most funny thing is my crutches are even taller thn my classmate..ahahaha..it's kinda funny cz she wanna play wif my cruthes at 1st..she wanna experience it..but then..she got herself big time~!! haahah..

Anyway..special thanks to sai,joan,eda,whee ling,benny,bryan..they really take good care of me while I’m in uni…thank you very much!! Actually wanted to spent them a meal..but too many of them n I was so broke at de same time..haha..sorry ya..anyway..thank you again !!


the one and only photo i using crutches

recovering...

45% of recovering..

wenPing sleeps hard~!
wenPing eats hard~!
wenPing prays hard~!

i wanna heal it~!!
i wanna feel it~!!

how does it feel..
using back my left leg again..
when can i make my 1st step on da floor?

wenping wanna..
set a goal..
making a remarkable comeback..
standing without using crutches anymore..
within these 3 weeks..

i will walk back next two weeks !!
i'm sick n tired wif wenPing's life edi~!!
i'll be back.....!!


pili pili, thanks for ya drawing..i love it..keke~=)

struggling makes a day tougher..believe it ~

1100 am
I heard a story frm my fren..i’m knw she seeking a new house for some reasons..i can totally understand how it feels cz I’m gonna have the similar problem also once I grad..i couldn’t just let my mama suffer anymore..the things my fren doin..i’m gona do it soon also..i think she’s gona be bz these few months..anyhow..i’m supporting strongly behind her..i duno what can I do at the moment cz my condition..i might just only can give her a hug to shw how concern I am to her..no matter what happen..she at least still got me, a “disability” person standing at her side..

Dear GOD, I jz hope tht everything goes fine for her..let all the pain suffered in my injured leg ne..bless her~


i dun mind be a cheer leader behind ya ..gambateh~gambateh~!! =)

Hey ya~
dun worry bout entertainment..no matter where we go or we do it together..i will be backing u up=)..trust me~ I will get recover soon..just give me a little more time~!! =)

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1200pm


I started to understand y my friend like this movie so much..i think I’m too slow to realize this movie is tht nice whn I watch it in cinema..hope I’m not too late..keke.. i dun mind watchin it again n again..=)

Memorable quotes in A LOT LIKE LOVE for wenPing..



Graham Martin (a lot like love): Oliver, this is your life. You can't wait for it to just to get you up on your feet.

Guess I havta get back on my “feet” edi not because I can’t walk..i just can’t wait for my leg recovered only resume what my life suppose to be..



I watched SWORDFISH once I finished A LOT LIKE LOVE..i’m kind alame..but I duno wat do to..i bought this DVD long ago I guess today is the day..the DVD finally can be watched.. I duno wat to say..cz I’m a big FAN of John Travolta..he’s de best !!

Memorable quotes in SWORDFISH for wenPing

Gabriel Shear (swordfish) : What the eyes see and the ears hear, the mind believes.

Guess things tht happened to me..it was all just in my mind..it was just nothing but illusion or a dream of mine..whn the day I start to walk back..is the day I wake up…

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0330 pm
Your words are worth a lot..
Mine only cost a little..

Thanks for calling..=)

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0800pm

3rd movie I watched for the day..”CON AIR”..i duno y m I watchin it though I watch several times edi..mayB I get attracted by the characteristic of Cameron Poe (Nicholas Cage)..

Cameron Poe, he’s a newly released ex-con who protecting his pregnant wife frm drunken brawl was sent in to jail for 8 years...an ex-ranger who never leaves his man behind..a father can’t wait for the first meeting with his daughter for so many year on her daughter birthday on the day he released…..

Memorable conversation for me..

Cyrus Grissom: Thank you Poe, you've proven to be a most useful mammal.
Cameron Poe: Many hands make light work. My father taught me that
Cyrus Grissom: Know what my father taught me…….Nothing !
Cameron Poe: Self-educated man

I’m guess I understand how Cyrus “The Virus” Grissom feels bout his father…

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1000pm
I’m sick and tired and so pissed..
whn I MSN with frens..
u guys are like “so happy”..
i can out for 6 weeks no nid go kolej..
saw me using crutches..
like weli funy and laugh out..
go ahead laugh out loud~!!

U guys just stay away from me~!!!
6 weeks i havta use crutches..
u think is funny? U think is something funny?
Do u think it’s fun using cruthes..
do u guys think b4 where I lived?
i live in 5th storey ne..
eweliday if i nid go out..
i havta take half hours..
walkin down step by step..
jz to go back hospital for treatment..
u knw how suffer usin cruthes to walk stairs..
u knw how risky i m if i fall? D
o u think it’s easy using crutches to walk the stairs ?!
u guys think it’s fun ?! u guys should experience it..

6 week no nid go kolej ..
ya..
it’s “happy” for u all..
can stay at home do assign onli..
let me tell ya..
thn group disscusion ..
they can come to my place...
thn meeting supervior le.. how?
thn presentation le.. how?
Out for 6 weeks in short semester..
yay..
i paying for nothing..
is tht soemthing to be happy?!

mama work..
titi sTudyin..
i all alone till nite..
no1 I can talk to beside MSN..
i weli suffering n struggling eweliday..
i'm all alone whole day all the time..
so i wanted to chat wif ppl through msn..
thn eweli1 jz reply me like..
i should be happy like tht..
do u think I m happy ?!

U guys duno how suffered n frustrating I am..
staying inside my room since Tuesday ~!!
U duno how it feels !!
i felt tearing myself apart everyday..
i look happy but I am not..
i telling this is not because I wan sympathy..
i wan u guys to knw..
think bout ppl’s feeling ..
b4 u start ya i"cheerful" irritating..
so called “concern” conversation with me ~!!
i rather u guys just shut up !!

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1100pm
sorry of the day..
I duno what had happen to me..i had scolded some of my fren 2day..i duno what happen to me..mayB I started to change..too many things happen to me so sudden..i lost my mind..i just felt like open my skull n throw my brain away..i wanted to set my mind free..i’m lost..can any1 just leads me to where I belong..

I wanted to apologies to Ju-Niel, Janice, Nancy, Bonnie..i’m sorry for what I did today to u all..thank you for your concern..appreciate it~

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1130pm
sorry to pili pili..
she msg, she concerns ..
but i i didn;t care..
i didn't talk much to her either..
it's been a terrble day for me..
whole day..


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1200am
my 3rd visitor of week..
I’m weli sorry to her tht she havta come up 5th storey to get her own belonging..but I’m really very happy that she come visit me as well..althought it’s kinda late..she still offered me tht she can stay while talk with me..i really touched to hear tht although she didn’t stay ..guess she might something else to do furthermore it’s late..she say she will call me whn she’s back home but she didn’t, it’s ok..i understand she might be weli tired of working..but anyway..i’m really REALLY felt so sorry to her nid to walk up 5 floor n I really appreciated and weli thankful to her given me so many offers and concern to me..


i’m actually weli happy to c her today although she didn't stay and call up..but no matter what ...i think there’s at least something to cheer me up for da day=)..thank you ya~!!

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1230pm
Quote of the day b4 i sleep..

Gabriel Shear (swordfish) : Not everything ends what u think it should be.

thank you..

Thanks to her who accompanying me through MSN whole morning while she might be busy working at the same time..without her..i guess my leg will be worse..she’s my saviour..thz ne~=)

Thanks to pili pili who kept sms me to remind me eat medicine, urge me to use crutches all de time and accompany me whole evening through MSN..without her..i guess I’m still hopping around at home n might accidentally injured my injured leg..appreciate her concern n care to me..thx ne~=)

Thanks to lai fong who jz wanted to collect back her letter in my place..but oso made the “1st visitor” to visit me since I’m injured=)...thz ne ~=)

Thanks to hong joo the fox and chiow hun the beaver..so kind of them..came visit after lai fong left..they consider officially 1st visitor to visit me since I’m injured..kinda touching and appreciate it lots..thank you!! =)

worst scenario had happened...

I had took my fren’s advise and I went hospital to check after I went to c my fren’s papa whose a professional “tit ta lo”..my fren papa doubt tht I had crack in bone so he advise me to go hospital for better treatment..

Guess what, I didn’t expected HIM come back early in da morning jz to bring me to hospital..i was quite touching..but then..it went oppositely after all..i had deeply knw HIM how “good” he had treat me..i will never ever appreciate his “concern” to me today..!! “You are such a DI*K!!” (allen, a lot like love)

Anyway..4get tht bastard~!!..i went took x-ray n I waited olmoz an hour onli meet de doctor…after consultation, doctor certified tht my I had torn muscle in my ankle..nid at least 6 weeks to recover, in the mean time havta use crutchers to support=(..worst is doctor told me tht afta 6 week havta c condition n havta do therapy for 4 weeks…means I at least nid 10++ weeks to back the field !! means I havta wait at least December to have my leg fully recovered !! :(


waiting for consultation was terrible~!

I’m so sad after de consultation..so sad I kenot go kolej n anywhere..so sad I wanted to celebrate our belated mooncake festival was force to cancel..our plan for 2day canceled.. n many more coming up punya plan havta canceled..my fren had call up for lunch 2day, but I can’t make it, sienz..but I kinda appreciate her..cz mayB not because of her..i think wouldn’t knw my leg so serious..


anyway..happy birthday to GUAN,the dinosaur..!!=)

Thz to pili pili again who called up again n accompany me for my whole depression afternoon..once again..she saves the day..but..today she saves me..who gonna saves me tomolo..i gotto stand up back as soon as possible~!! I duno wan ppl who concerns worry me ne ~!!

i really felt like i gona "boycott" by my frens for soem time=(..I really hope within this time…I won’t get forgotten by my fren:(..hope they still will call me out whn I get recover..*sOb sOb*


guess we're gonna be weli close "frens" this few weeks..mr crutchers..

quote of da day:
HIM, the BASTARD :" y dun u tell him to walk one floor n rest one floor..i m willing to wait downstairs.."
nice one~!! i will remember it for my life..u not just "hurt" me..but u even "hurt" mama as well..u are nobody to me anymore~!!

i'm still tht naughty..

Mama order me to stay home 2day cz of my terrible injured leg..but I was so notty tht once I c my leg can jz move n can walk sightly..i went out with my fren once she ask me accompany her to duno where..

I had accompany her to indian street..1st time in our life..we felt so outstanding there,cz we were so fair n looks so clean there..after tht, it’s stil early..we went for worst ever movie in mid valley..i didn’t kwn it was so terrible..or should I say..it SUCKS..wat an “intelligent” new generation of zombie which knws how use rifle to attack human..so lame~

Afta the shw, we went back..though of hanging around in da mall but my fren dun wan..cz seriously my leg was terrible swollen..my fren had scold me, urge me to see doctor as soon as possible.. furthermore even plan for me wat m I suppose to do for the nite..i knw she did it for my goodness sake..i weli appreciate her concern to me..thank you~ but I weli disappointed n felt sorry to her..cz we had promised to play lantern 2gether again this year..but end up this year..my leg this situation..weli sorry to both of us~

Dear GOD, I really hope tht I can walk back like a normal person as soon as possible..i dun wan ppl who concern me so worry me anymore..bless me~! :(

something from pili pili ..

something from pili pili
by: pili pili

Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad.
Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually,
While bad things become a gain.
Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it.
But don’t have to hold too tight to it, treat it as surprise in your life.
What ever bad things that happen to you, don’t have to feel sad or despair.
In the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all.
If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.



p.s : i duno how she got it or she wrote it for me but i really really appreacited again n again her encouragement to me..i really greatful to have such fren like her..she had accompany me whole nite again because i got badly injured in my leg..i havta stay in room whole nite cz i dun even can walk..such a hearbreak for me to have injuries in this coming mooncake festival..i kenot play tanglung~ :'(

sports carnival..

I duno who you are n I duno wat’s ya purpose to injure my leg like tht..pushin me while I’m jumping n made me fall unbalance n sprained my ankle..this is so disgrace of ya!! U are so mean..cz of ya..i duno nid how long to recover frm injuries..i now dun even walk..i can onli stay in my room whole nite on9..cause of ya..i’ve been replace by my fren for my football match..but thn I still won the game..althougt u injured me badly but I still manage to score n thrash ya team badly..dun let me c ya in kolej..!!

In overall, wat a result I had achieved in my final year sports carnival..i got 3rd place in basketball n I won the champion for futball for our IT dept for de 1st time in so many years!! I’m proud wif my keeper, Benny.. You’RE the MAN~!!

Let's Get It Started ~!!! Party in DA HOuse!!! =)

me n yy..BEST and GREATEST fren i ever had ~!! thank you GOD ~!!


magz magz,forever tht adorable n cute to wenPing ne..=)


eweli1 looks eMjoy~!!


i'm ya lady..and ahChew is my MAN..keke~=)


thank YOu ~!! for Loving me~!! yy is da best !! =) keke~


welcome back..hj..brothers alive ~!!!!


i guess i'm the one started crazyly..keke..


de nite started whn liquor was served..=)


sui lin lin,sui seng seng,sui niel niel,sui ping ping..haha~


oh man~i duno i had kissed how many person tht nite..sorry to all da victim..i kenot remember anything..haha~


sshhh~~~dun tell any1 i'm "goin for" her !! keke..


ahsai is da man of da nite!!u'll knw later..


if wasn't him..i won;t started crazyly !! damn!! keke..


new brothers on da block..we ROCKS!!!


ewelibody say AGH~!!!


biggest group HUGz of da nite..HUgZzz~!!


pity for her..she is not feeling well tht nite..but i had promised to accompany her nx week!! =)..get well soon ya~!!


sai:"dun u wan ya galfren was hOT~ like me~!? " sai was influence by this song..as i said, sai was da man of nite..he's gona stripe !!


not just tht..foto of da nite...classic moment ~!! guess wtf is he doin ?!!! he fall down onli la..keke...


sui lin lin was de 1st victim to dead tht nite..hahaah..so ashame~!!

p.s: had a perfect great nite wif all my frens..guess what..we olmoz took 300++ photo tht nite..i duno how we got so many post to post for foto taking..i guess we averaged olmoz eweli minit few photos..wat a nite for the -Ju[ViL]- clan..n most incredible we open olmoz 4 or 5 liquor n olmoz finish by us..especaily we guys..finish it hardcorely..unbelivable!!

i totally kenot remember wat i did..all fotos..some i duno whn n how i took it..haha..de last thing i remember is magz said i belum drink wif her..afta tht i duno wat happen..my fren said i've been crazy..runing ere n running there..even on de street..my frens had pull me on da street for several times..else i'm sure kena bang wo..keek..de most scariest n unbelievable part is..i woke up n i was at home..i thought my fren sent me..so i asked all my fren who so unlucky to fetch me home..keke..guess wat..they said i drove home by myself..unbelievable..believe it~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ..!!!

for 23 years of my life..
I haven’t achieved anything yet..
guess the greatest achievement..
Tht I had..
Tht makes me proud..
Tht makes me honor..
Is having u as my best fren..
U are my most important fren in my life..
U deserve the best frm me..
I’ll neva foget..
Our days in smdu..
tht precious moment..
which is edi deeply in my heart..
nothing can change the history…
How ya care to me..
How ya concern to me..
I remember it…
U’re always there for me..
It’ might means nothing to ya..
But it mean lots to me..
I really appreciate it..
A bracelet present..
Sharing wif antony..
Might looks nothing (joking onli,keke..) ..
But it contains our frenship in it..
Weli pure n last forever..
I sincerely wish u happy birthday..
Desperately hopes all de best for ya..
N thz for everything..
n ALL things tht u had done to me..
Since I knw ya..=)
i really appreaciate it..
frm the bottom of my heart..
Happy 22th birthday….
love ya~!!


deAReSt YY..HaPpy bIRtHdaY!!! LOVE YA~!!

if u leave me now..

IF YOU LEAVE ME NOW
by Chicago

If you leave me now
You’ll take away the biggest part of me
Oo, oo, oo, no, baby, please don’t go
And if you leave me now
You’ll take away the very heart of me
Oo, oo, oo, no, baby, please don’t go
Oo, oo, oo, girl, I just want you to stay

A love like ours is love that’s hard to find
How could we let it slip away ?
We’ve come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way ?
When tomorrow comes and we both regret
The things we said today

A love like ours is love that’s hard to find
How could we let it slip away ?
We’ve come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way ?
When tomorrow comes and we both regret
The things we said today

If you leave me now
You’ll take away the biggest part of me
Oo, oo, oo, no, baby, please don’t go
Oo, oo, girl, I’ve just got to have you by my side
Oo, oo, oo, no, baby, please don’t go
Oo, ah, ah, I’ve just got to have you, girl

p/s : edi few days, i still in depression n i guess GOD had arrange something to cheer me up..my resit paper result was out 2day..i was super nervous cz this paper will decide my study future..stress le~!! but thn...YaY!! i pass it..such a big boast to my study spirit..this is officially my final sem..i gotto work hard for it !! i mz grad this year !! erm..how i wish i can share this happy moment wif a person.....=(

whn lookin at de result..i didn't expect i will c her again..i used to weli scare to meet her..guess who, she's my counselor whn i'm high skool..oh man ! she still recognise me..i duno y..i m still tht afraid of her..cz i used to meet her 3 hrs persession n 3 session a week for counseling..she still de same n frenly..she stil remember i'm still afraid of her..but she said we meet up 2day is faith..we meet up 2day is as a fren meeting=)..she is so happy to saw me in graet condtion (good looking wof beckham hairstyle wo, her compliment to me..hahaha..) n study well..she's gonna tell all de SMDU teacher how m i now..i guess all de teacher couldn't believe i had became like this..especially pn.salmah..stupid penguin!! i'm still alive ah!! are u dead ?!!

anyway..felt like my luck is started to change..i onli wory how's my good fren pili pili gonna do in her exam 2molo..i wish she could stain some of my luck for exam..

dear GOD,
pls bless my best fren, pili pili can do well in her exam..she has been a nice fren to me..i raelly appreaciate she's wif me whn i needed soem1..hope she can deserve what she deserve the best..dear GOD, pls bless her~
hope U got my prayer...

not good..

i duno wat 2 say..this is very terrible..i had injured my ankle while futso..i duno y it onli started pain de nx day...things comes even worst..while volley ball session jz now..i sprained my wrist..my ankle n wrist is edi swollen..this is seriously not good=(..

ARgH!!! i'm in pain !!!

freaky sunday...

i duno wat happen to me n my mate,tc..it's jz onli hr hour of futso..but we are tired like hell n we play frustrationly..mayB i'm still haunted by de incident..i admit tht i neva play futso tht rude n roughly b4..end up..i had injured tc's leg and my hand accidentally whack his eyes..and he had injured my ankle n he elbowed my eye..fair n square..nobody owe each other..but thn..we weren;t mad afta all..we still laugh after the game..cz we enjoy it tht way..we respected de game..tht's y we play it so serious..our teamate was so afraid both of us..cz we really played there is no tomolo !!

afta de game,i had follow V-mag n tc and fetch by guan go jln ipoh eat chi cheung fan..i duno wat is so special wif tht chi cheung fan after all..cz afta tht we went segambut for tomyam seafood noodle..n tht is nice but expensive..all of us were so tired afta tht..soem even slept in da car..i wanted to go home sleep staright..but afta de food sesion is edi 0630 n i actually 4get later ade 8pm steamboat which organized by yy..iaks~i gona missed church session..desperately nid blessing frm HIM recently..hehe..

had fun during the gathering but i actauly went mcD afta de session..i duno wat happen to me..i kept hungry n thirsty all de day..i realy duno what de hell had happen me..not just me..tc oso felt so..hmmm~

YY's birthday party !!

Actually I started wif my day with sad n depress, though I can overcome those pains after a sleep ..but thn..couldn;t sleep afta all.. I had throw my hp at a corner in my car to ignore answer any calls whole day..such a moody day..

Morning , I went fetch my fren which promised to accompany me out for da day..I had saw she is trying her best to cheer me up..she had did lots stupid stuff n tellin funny story jz to make me smile..actaully she gona have exam on tues but is because of me..she come out n accompany me..i really appreacite wat she did..her smile, her laughter, her naïve look, her sweet face, how she treat me, how she choose de best t-shirt for me..n lots more …almost everything tht she had n done.. I really duno wat to do to show my appreaciation..thank you!!

i managed to brighten up my day sightly..so I decided to go my best fren’s party..actually I thinking of absent it..but..no matter how sad n wat happen..i oso nid to go..cz she’s almost everything to me..if other frens..i sure won’t attend ..

such a great party..lots of my ex-skoolmate came..most surprised is some came wif children, some are pregnant..woO~!! such a big gaterhing=)..have fun all de nite..but de most bit wasted is there are not much liquor n beers..onli managed to drink few tins of beer..cz there are too many good DRINKER there..keke..de most memorable moment is we play some stupid wine game..but losers nid not drink wine..but is to special made chips wif EXTRA ordinary wasabi wth it..haha~~ as conclusion..all dead ~!!




part of da guy frens in the house !!


they came in peace..they are certainly the peacemaker in year 2005 !!


my fren's beautiful daughter..so cute..it's eweli1's daughter..cz we damn sayang her !!!


n don't forget her brother as well..beckham hairstyle..so YaYsUi !! haha..!!


aiya!! it's believed those are "ong zhong yeah" (dirty things) beside thm..hahaha..anyway..its ch n ahGiL in green!!! =)


chef sai has been preapring food for us since 6pm till 12pm..unbelievable but appreaciate it..the chicken wing is marvellous n perfect !!


me n ahGiL are so tired of the day afta being crazy wif all the ex-classmates! =)


my both categorized as lovely type punya best frens!! yy and soke yee!!


Ping BOnd n hiS Ping GaLs!! hahaha~


birthday gaL wif her caKe!!! sweeeet!!! =)


-Ju[ViL]- guys in da house!! please look at da camera~!!! keke~


-Ju[ViL]- gals in da house !!! oh man..all pretty chiqz..=) *whistle~*