On HOLIDAY !!

i duno how i drove back home n as usual i wearing shoe sleep whn i m drunk..haha...thoguth of sleepin deadly..but Woke up 7am afta just 2 hrs of sleeping, few frens been calling me n drive me crazy whole morning n they are so serious bout volleyball..goOsh~ so semangat kuat...my ill still makes me strengthless..unbelievablely I went toilet 3 times cz of diarrhea b4 I went volley ball..such a long time I tak de felt my leg no strengthless..kekeke..

Felt such weak n bluR bluR afta a few rounds of toilet..keke..but I still enjoy da game although I duno how 2 play volleyball..mayB I got tall advantage..i able hit de ball across de net by jz simply hit..keke..when playing volleyball..it really reminds me whn I was secondary tht time playing wif all my frens..we guys play wif those gals is because we wan approach thm onli..so lame..hahah..in another it reminds me two of my fren..one is my fren who I hang out a lot wif her recently..Another is my best fren is coming back in oct who I jz keep in touch wif her recently..how I wish I can play wif thm=)..



few representative of the Ju[viL] aka ZooLogicaL.inc photo..=)


Afta de volleyball session, we went dimsum n de bill is onli rm45 for 9 ppl..but we didn’t ate much but it’s kinda weird cz eweli1 suppose to be hungry..=) there4..i didn’t eat oso cz my stomach was extremely pain tht moment..


all de gals' hand are injured badly afta de game..expescially ahGiL's hand...her hand like thos child abuse hand..look so awful n pity her...

Thought of afta dimsum..wanted to go home sleep..but they plan to watch movie..”drink drank drunk”..YaY!! really as I predicted..watch de 3rd time…without thinking of my illness..i joined thm=)..went home afta bath thn I rush to 1u edi..but we can’t manage to get de tickets for Miriam movie..but it wasn’t’ tht bad afta all..we went watched “THE MAID” which I wanted to watch long ago...although it wasn;t tht scary afta all..but it’s quite meaningful to me..let me understand more bout hungry ghost festival..weli creepy le..woOooo~


for me, it consider a movie tht tells me more bout hungry ghost month..it wasn't scary afta all..i dun mind watching it again...cz it worth to watch..anyone?


Atfa de movie, a group of us shopping, eat n hanging around in 1u..although it was gr8 but choosing to hang out in public was a serious mistake..1u is full of sardine!! ppl keep coming in like there's gold inside to give oout..iask....anyway i was suffering on my stomachache tht time..but I still ate baskin robins n nasi lemak!! Haha..

Went back home at 7pm..it was so extrememly tired n sick..felt like having fever n flu as well..but my fren who lives in selayang call me for dinner..iaks!! really kenot accompany her edi..i’m too sick n too tired edi..now I knw my max of my limitation..it was 3 days wif 2 hrs slept n non-stop of working out wif diarrhea..unbelievable..guess this what holiday suppose to be..YaY!! i ended my days of extreme with few medicine pills n slept at 9pm, nite nite…*yawn*

On HOLIDAY !!

It was 6am in da morning again..i got myself prepared n fetch my fren for breakfast..i jz ate de smallest n worst wantan mee I ever had..i guess I neva finish my meal so fast in my life b4..all my frens knw I eat damn slow=)..i finish my meal wif jz onli TWO bites!!

It was 30th of august.. although we are not patriotic..but we still “celebrate” it..keke..my fren had ask me join her colleague go PD..actually I wanted to join her but..biggest reason I kenot join is..obviuosly my car got problem..sigh~ anyway hope my fren can enjoy da trip..hehe=)

keke..Afta de breakfaz..i reached home around 9am..thn I went breakfast wif mama again..thought I can come home sleep afta tht but there’s no time for me..cz I havra rush to puchong jz to get my pay n ewelithing related to my money stuff..else I will be weli broke in nx month..

I finally took my pay!! I was so happy thn I rush to sunway pyramid to seek out any good present for my best fren..havta get de best for her..cz she my best fren!!=)..but thn..i duno wat happen to me..once I reached pyramid..i felt so terrible..i was so suffering frm stomachache..i neva felt this pain b4..i thought I m hungry..so I went lunch..but it got worst..i’ve got diarrhea n I vomit as well..i went few trips to the toilet n I felt so strenghtless n weak..i doubt was food poisoning..

It’s "approved" tht really is food poisoning afta a few "rounds" to the toilet..it was de terrible breakfast we took this morning..i’m kinda pity my fren as well..she’s oso suffering food poisoning..quite worry her as well..cz she’s heading PD after her work..hope she will be fine and enjoy de trip..

afta fetchin my fren home..my matez had call me out for yumcha n plan of wat we gonna do 2nite..i still went de yumcha session..but I tak de talk much..cz I was weli suffer frm my stomachache…I felt it’s like ewelithing twisting inside..i’m like a washin machine..agh~!!

I went home n jz a few tablets n pills…got myself back to life a bit thn I rush to christros meet up all my Ju[ViL] aka ZooLogicaL.inc members to “celebrate” merdeka..such a long time I tak de saw them cz I’m so busy recently..I’ve been working for my whole holiday..there4 they live weli in cheras..weli far! So happy to c all my “animals” still alive!!..There4..in another table was our long lost DUz fren..it’s like a big reunion=)..didn;t expect will meet up so many frens..havin a great time there..obviously eweli1 can’t escape frm thrashing each other..include de sick n illness me..actually I was so worry wat will happen pills n tablet mix wif liquor n beer in my stomach..but didn’t care tht much..cz so precious moment…I kenot remember we open how bottle liquor n endless bucket of beers..hahaha~

b4 left christros, all de gals say wanted volleyball de nx day morning..i hope they are joking..cz it’s olmoz 4am tht time whn they plan for it..haha..i guess they mz be bluR bluR edi..haha~


two of my best matez in my life


me n ahGiL..best frens since DUz..=)


part of de gals in ZooLogical.inc..sweet babes!! luv thm!!


yy..most important fren in my life..=)


magz n yy..two of my notty n pretty best fren in ZooLogical.inc


family foto of Ju[ViL] aka ZooLogiCaL.inc

On HOLIDAY !!

I quit my work n I started my onli “holiday” b4 kolej starts..i woke up at 6am cause I’d promise a ride for my fren..she asked me to give her ride since I’m not working..y not? Hehe..thn I pick her up at 0730am..i didn’t knw tht subang was so jam..i started to understand y she can call me once afta her work..hehe..felt so sorry to my fren cz I olwaz tell her 2 drive safety,dun talk on da hp while driving..but how can an accident happen whn eweli1 is driving below 10km/h ?! if she tells me she is stuck in da jam earlier…things won’t be the same..hehe..



stuck in da jam n been following this car for few streets..i finally realise it was GOD's will..i remember me n my fren bought a lottery ticket..n de number she stripe out was 1224..thn i onli realise de car number plate is BET1224..GOD must be sending a msg to me!! telling me to BET 1224 !!! i kenot agaisnt HIS will..gotto buy lottery later!!all readers leave a msg cz if i striked..me n fren will get rich n yumcha is ours..hahhaa!!!


I reached home at almost 9am..so I thought of take whole day relaxin at home..msn or watchin all my series which I dl=)..but then..while surfin the net..saw some nice shoes n since I nothing do..so I went down sg.wang check it out wat shoes had released alone around 12pm..guess what..i did saw some nice shoes..but then I didn’t took any $$ cz I thought I wanna check it out..didn’t expect will found the right one=)..so, how crazy I am..i drove back all the way back home jz to get $$ n rush back to buy tht shoe..



my new pair of shoe..my "golden booot"..looks cool le~!


Finally I got my “golden boot”, afta I got my shoe thn I went to fetch my fren..cz it’s oso olmoz time to fetch her..looks rushin but it is not to me=)..i manage fetch her on time..keke..afta fetched my fren..wanted to rest cz it’s quite tiring..so after diner wif mama outside..wanted go home watch dvd..but fren call up..she was sad..i duno wat happen..so I accompany her pigi watch mid nite movie which is “drink drank drunk”..YaY! though this is de 2nd time I watched this movie..but thn..it’s still nice n funny..haha..dun mind watchin 3rd time=)..

Afta de movie was quite tired edi..cz she lives damn damn damn far…she lives in selayang..Haiyo..i reached home olmoz almost 4am..kinda tired but is still ok there4 I wanted to eat breakfast wif my fren too..i remember we promise b4 tht wanna breakfast 2gether early in da morning =)..so semangat wanna wait till de morning…anyway I did fulfil wat I planned early in da morning..finally I can watch series..afta watchin two series of healing hands 3…it’s edi 6am again..24hrs sleepless..=)

cloud

cloud
by : wenPing

Sometimes..
looking at de sky...
I will felt like..
a cloud in de sky..
is like my heart..
Where ever wind blows..
I will keep floating..
Here n there..
Weli playful n pure..
Changing wateva shape..
Which I wanted to be..
Usin my cloud body..
Cover the sunlight..
Trying give bright but not heat..
And hopes to others..

But..
I’m human..
Like others too..
Sometimes..
I m not tht good after all..
Ups n downs..
Will happen to me too..
Especially downs..
Although I m tough..
And independent..
But..
I will get lost..
I will get scare..
I dun wan face it alone..

At times..
I needed some1..
Desperately needed..
Someone..
who will use love..
who will use concern..
who will use sincere..
who will care me..
who will protected by me..
settle me heart down..
no more floating..
gives me a shape..
gives me a hope..
sharing wat eva I have with her..
be there for me..
till the end of world..

sleeplesss

i kenot believe that the time is olmoz 6am..i m still so awake n i m bored of rolling on da bed..it's a sleepless nite to me..what had happen to me? i did lots things 2day n i did enjoy it well..i went lowyat n fix brother's laptop stuff n hang around there..thn had dinner wif frens..and had a great gathering with all my kolej frens n ex-skoolmates frm dinner till midnite..had a graet time=)..supposing 2day should be ended perfectly..but thn..i jz can't sleep..there's a blue n deep depression in my heart..i duno y is this happen..i jz knw tht tht feeling had haunted me whole nite..why?!

life...

human beings are such a small creatures
in the universe, aren’t they?
so don’t be too calculative on everything..
treasure every moment, do what u wish to do…
broaden ya view, broaden ya mind..
don’t worry on something bothering you..
do treasure your life, live safely and peacefully..
always be happy to welcome the coming of the new day..
as long as the sun still shines..
there are still hopes..

wake up ?

Wake Up ?
by : wenPing

Sometimes..
Wake a person up..
Can let a person learn more..
Realize what they had done..
N can make person walk far..

Sometimes..
Dun wake a person up..
Can let a person 4eva live in their happiest moment..
No nid suffer frm pain..
N might make a person to loyal to something 4eva..

I guess….

Like my holiday is gonna pass..
What had I did..
days been relaxing gonna end..
let me enjoy it..
dun wake me up..
till it ends..

like my father “said”..
he will love us more n concern us more..
but what did I got from him..
nothing but empty promise..
dun put any hope on him..
wake him up..
let him knw what he havta do..

like haze had juz pass by..
will it come back another year..
those indo..
aren’t there nothin to do during this time..
beside burning the forest frm Indo..
wake them up..
let thm knw they are wrong..

like working life is bored n dead..
we are like robots..
program do same old stuff everyday..
wake us up..
when it’s time to home..

my fren said…:
“if like life started bored n tired..
no matter how tired..
I will still go out..
Else..
I will sick of my life..”
She got no wrong..
i totally agreed n stand at her side..
She is jz trying to make her leisure time…
much longer for da day..
dun wake her up..
although is the day is gonna over…

hopes makes a life goes on..
but..
oso makes a life end..
life without hopes..
there is no disappointment..
life will be smooth..let it be..
though no happy ..
but sure won’t sad..
wake thm up..
when there is hopes for them…

my life’s been miserable..
cz..
I’m slumber although I awake..
I still needed some1..
Who able to wake me up sometimes..
or i able to wake her sometimes..
tellin each what is suppose to do or vice-versa..
Accompanying each other till the end…


p/s: i wrote this when i got inspired from a song by GREEN DAY's WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS and a MSN msg frm my fren who told me her life recently..i'm kinda worry her n concern her..i'll try do whatever in my ability to cheer her up..i dun wan my frens to be left behind..hope ewelithing goes well for her and all the best for her..GOD, pls bleSss her~

i'm still the same...

I'm still the same
by wenPing

I dun think there is any different..
Between here and there..
The sun and moon..
At da sky
We are looking..
Is the same..
From the day u knw me..
Till now..
I still de same..
No mater how many years gone..
No matter what had happen..
I’m still wenPing..
Did u changed in these times?

I’m still care n concern u..
Like u care n concern to me once..
I’m still doin it..
Although we no longer keep in touch..
Do u still remember me..
I hope u do..

Years past by..
No matter how u changed..
No matter how u think..
U still de same in my mind..

Sometimes..
I c things..
I do c u..
watching Manchester United..
How I wish I can share de “goal”den moment with ya..
U are the onli gal..
who can talk bout football with me..
Supporting the same team..
True supporter..
tht makes me feel that u are more precious…

How are u?
Where are u?
I miss ya…
Miss those days..
Miss those encouragement..
Miss those advice..
Miss those happy..
Forget those sad..
Miss those moment..
Miss olmoz everything..
all de cards n mails..
That u gave me..
wenPing appreciate it..

No matter where u are..
No matter what are u doin now..
I hopes all de best for ya..
Drop me a “HI”..
Is edi enough for me..
Take good care of yaself..
U once be there for me..
I’ll be there for ya..
Till the end…

p/s: my fren..pls reply me..u knw i wrote it for u..i miss ya..

somewhere over the rainbow...

Over The Rainbow
(Arlen-Harburg)

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

p/s: such a beautiful phenomena that jz happen outside my house..or i can said in malaysia..the air condition of malaysia won;t let us c it so clearly..such an incredible scene..i felt so warm looking at it..de color was so shape n clear..felt like no regret living in this planet..i hope eweli1 could c it..so can leaen to protect it..stop polluting..i dun hope tht my grandson can onli c rainbow in de picture photo...

guess whose back in town..=)

War Of The World

I finally step outside the room for the 1st time in these few days..i went library n had dinner with my fren..i told what I had saw these days in my dreams.. I had dreamt my version of WOW..i think my version is way better thn the original version..

i guess my fren who had dinner with me was the luckiest and the last person to know my version of WOW..hehe..i dun feel like telling anyone edi..cz my 1st sentences of my story..she yawned..goSh~

keke..so bad ne..kekeke..but no matter what...dun be serious=)..hehe..i was joking onli..mayB my version of WOW is bored..but then i m thinkin of create a new blog..jz to write what i had dreamt..hehe..anyway..my WOW is going to happen later at 2pm..

I hope KUN YAM jie jie, abang ngah KUAN and JESUS kor kor..would give me a hand…I’m not greedy..I hope to pass my exam onli..

BleSsS me..

wenPing ≠ munJye

5th day..this is the 5th day I’ve being staying in my room. What is goin on with me..i’ve just broke my record..the last time I stay in my room for so long is when I was kindergarden..

It’s 5am now..another sleepless nite for me..my fren had advise me to take a break n sleep while but i’ve tried to sleep but I can’t..if is because of the pressure or stress of the exam, I can understand why..but I dun think it is..

5 days being alone, what comes to mind in these days is life outside the room is life of struggling..my outlook definitely won’t change in 5 days but my thought of everything and what’s in my mind had changed..weird thinking and things I dun even thought at all in my life had just keep appearing in my mind..i felt like having a brain wash by someone in my room..it’s true..my mind is not my mind..i jz felt like I m sharing my mind with another and i jz felt like someone jz came across my mind..changing the way I am..i jz started weli worry of myself..i’m not who i’m now….i just feel like I will do something unexpectedly…

who am i ?

it's 0645am..i kenot believe that I've been staying in my room n studying since Sunday nite till now..i’ve not been out from my room beside toilet..i even had my meals in my room....althoguht I think I had study lots..i duno weather m I really do..but..i kenot believe that is me..i really hope that I can pass my coming paper..i hope I deserve what me had put my effort in it..i really afraid duno what will happen to me if I fail this paper.. I dun remember since whn I started got feeling like this...i just cannot relax myself..giving myself a space to rest..i jz felt like time is running out.. I onli slept 3 hrs since Saturday..i m extremely tired..but thn..ewelitime whn I have this kinda stress n pressure like this…my mind will suddenly flash back n think back something that used to happen to me..

my memories flashback n reminds me tht i started believe what my close fren used to told me. .my weli close fren, annette said that I’m a person tht hard to predict wat m I gonna do...i jz will do it another way which is really out of expectation of everyone including myself,....i dun mean that studying whn exam is around is wrong..is just a memory flashback what I did last time reminds me..

hmm..i guess even my best fren do not understands me furthermore this is me..i duno y..m i consider sacarstic n pathetic? i think I havta start to knw who I really am after my exam..what I really want in my life…

now…what I knw is..i m very tired now..n I really duno y I can write out such blog in this condition..earnin sympathy? telling ewelione that I’m weird? I’m a freak..i duno..i duno wat’s de purpose of writing it…it’s 7am..it’s another sleepless nite…guess I’m gonna get myself few cups of coffee outside n start my day…


Questions of the day:
What is the different between munJye and wenPing, are they consider two different individual? if is, who is munJye? who is wenPing?

can anyone tell me...

i believe in ya..=)

my 1st condtion of believing there is the appearence of GOD is HE have to make me believe tht de appearence of HIM n there is miracle n there is blessing frm HIM..there4...i got 2 IMMORTAL ppl "taking care" of me since i'm a kid..kun yam n brother kuan..

i remember my 1st prayer with tht specty fella..i duno wat's his name..he told me ..he would pray for me for wat rpoblem i m facing now will be overcome it easily..but i havta be sincere whn sent my prayers to HIM..i got nothing much to wish..i onli wish for two things tht moment..actually wishes are meant to be tell out else it won;t comes true..but thn i dun mind telling edi..cz both of my wishes came true=)..my first wish is i hope tht i can get good results..n my results are great=) for my status ne..i got 2 2nd class upper marks and 1 2nd lower marks..i was like..so shock n suprise..i onli expect i got border line pass for all my sub=)..2nd wish is i kinda "tough" for HIM to fulfil it..i wish tht my fren can be no more suffer frm coughin again..i kinda sad n worry tht my fren olwaz havta suffer eweli year around this time futhermore haze was terrible these days..i'm so worried..so sad to listen de cough ewelitime wif her..but thn..duno is her medicine effects or wat eva it is..i was so happy to get a good news frm her tht she tole me she is olmoz recover frm coughin=)..althoguht is not fully recover..but i m so happy cz she can no more suffer frm coughing..2 simple wishes..HE had got me..i believe in HIM...

haze attack ~!!!

Negaraku
Tanah tumpahnya jerebu
Rakyat hidup sesak dan layu
Rahmat bahgia, penjual topeng muka
Raja kita kena pakai juga
Rahmat bahgia, penjual topeng muka
Raja kita kena pakai juga!!!

Hero Theme Of The Month

I think mayB I had a big influence by my fren recently..robocon..i knw robocon frm zero to hero..i really really into robocon edi nowdays..more deeper thn last time…no matter what now, I mz try to get de 1999s or 1970s editon of robocon, metal version !!! no matter what it takes!! Haha~~ I kinda regret I tak de buy tht robocon clock which I saw it in Taiwan..i still remember i hold it in my hand n wondering izit worth to buy but I choose dragon ball model..Agh~!!!!

Anyway, frm de synopsis n de intro theme of robocon..gueess i m into it...mayB i do nid frens like robocon..olwaz there whn i need..i think those model of robocon i wanted to get is like a replacement of a perfect fren in me heart till whn the person appear..i think eweli1 should deserve to have a good hearted and reliable fren like robocon..in the real world, some people will think that they have lots..but..truth to ya heart..do you u really have one? Even me also duno I do have it or not..i think i do have..do i~? or it’s just me living in my own fantasy.. frm one tiny “junk” red robot can inspired such a big question in my mind…hmm…it’s really question of the day for me….

YAaA~~hoOoOOoOOoO~~~~!!!!

m i dreaming or wat?! 1st time in my kolej life...a day i really can remember for life ~!!!! i passs all my subject ~!!! YAaA~~hoOoOOoOOoO~~~~!!!! i really happy ne..my lecture oso happy for me..hahahaahaha~~~goood!! this will become a big motivation for me to keeep on study !!! wenPing !!! gam ba teh ne!!!!! =)